Damn the mundane.
So, I as I mentioned earlier this morning, I was off from work today. And like, that’s all great and all. But like, I so don’t want to go back tomorrow.
I really hate leaving the house for work. Honestly, what I want is to blog and take clients for card readings and publish some books for a living. I don’t want to be in an office somewhere, unless it’s for a meeting about one of my projects. I literally cannot do 9-5. It kills my soul.
I have a fear of my dreams never coming together. I have a fear that things will never improve or go the way I want them to. I mean, I love my life, don’t get me wrong. And I even love my current job. But I have so many dreams. I want my freedom. I want the freedom to do these things.
So, I carry on and I keep my thoughts positive. I try my damnedest to write good articles and attract the right things to me. I think it works, but I am so impatient. I mentioned a few posts ago that I have been studying my natal chart, and I found out upon doing so, that all these things that I am mentioning, are literally a part of my chart.
My chart contains multiple signs in it that live their lives based on dreams, high expectations, and business goals. My chart contains signs that are creative and expressive and won’t rest until they reach what they want to.
And you know what? I wouldn’t want it any other way.
This whole time I was thinking that there was something wrong with me, that I am a baby for refusing to work a regular job, or that I am living in a dream world. But there is not a single thing wrong with me. I would rather dream any day than live in naivety my whole life. There is so much out there, and I want it. I am manifesting it now.
This was just a ramble. I hope that you can relate, or maybe you at least came to some revelation about yourself from reading this. Tomorrow brings more positivity. I love you.
With love and light,